westedge: (These feelings I feel inside)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-10 07:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's entirely possible they slept outside, but whatever. they're awake now!! alex is pacing and jonas is probably leaning against the wall of a building lighting a cigarette while he watches her. ]

You mean besides getting a cup of mediocre coffee from McDonald's? [ dry. ] I was...you know. Going to go back out, see about talking to anybody I didn't see yesterday. If I can find them. And if they're open to it.

[ he is being very brave in bothering to deal with people, thank you very much. praise him, but also don't perceive him. ]

Did I tell you I tried messaging those BPR guys yesterday? No luck. So if we are getting new info today it probably won't be until later.
westedge: (Help me to decide)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-10 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ IT'S BEEN A LONG COUPLE OF DAYS.

but he has at least realized he should slow tf down since there doesn't seem to be anywhere he can buy cigarettes and if he runs out he's screwed. ]


I doubt it. Pretty much everybody I talked to was stressing about it as much as we were. [ which is both a relief and a problem. ] Wonder if that's why they gave us so much time.

[ thanks!! but yeah, hm. ]

It didn't go through. I couldn't even get to it? Like the message was there, I could still see it, but it wouldn't let me reply or even get rid of it. Sooo...so much for that plan.
westedge: (And I wanna let you go)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-10 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Like they want to give us hope we'll succeed? [ there's some doubt, but sure. that's fair enough. ]

It came up when I was talking to somebody else, so I tried it out. [ he watches...but when she also is not successful he sighs a little. ] It might be something we keep trying every day until we get a real answer.
westedge: (Don't hold back)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-11 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's a little less resistant talking about the ghosts now that it's just the two of them, but he still doesn't look too happy about it. ]

It feels way more calculated than what the ghosts were doing. That felt like it was just because of what we did in the cave and we happened to be there. This is more like...we were chosen for some reason, but we don't have any idea why. Like a long-con.

[ there's a shrug. ]

It won't change right away, but it can't hurt. I've been trying to read everybody's profiles, too, but there's a lot of information there. [ it's overwhelming, in a way. ]
westedge: (I'm gonna prove them wrong)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-11 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ no, no! what if we talk about it never! into a box and send it out to sea, byeeee.

he looks up at her from where he's staring at his feet, raising an eyebrow. yes? what? ]


There's the whole rule about how we can erase each other. And the way we're earning points for the team by doing tasks, but they haven't told us what the tasks are. Could be a bunch of stuff we wouldn't do ourselves, but we don't get an option since it's under the guise of doing it for the team. Or something.
westedge: (Why believe it?)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-11 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
You know it's exactly what it sounds like. Why else would there be a trial? [ it's tiredly said, more resigned than anything. he will be the voice of reason here, and it sucks. ]

I think...as long as a team is earning points, they'll be okay. They just have to dodge facing erasure from other players. Like even if they don't win because they don't have enough points, if they aren't erased they'll just stay here. Who knows.

[ blackmail's a good way to put it though and he frowns. ]

"Your existence is now linked." Sounds like there's no way around that one.
westedge: (Or you'll miss me when I'm gone)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-11 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ yeah, he doesn't know exactly what happened, but he is Aware. it's something he's been keeping in mind for all of his conversations with people and everything he's been trying to sort out since they woke up. he doesn't reply immediately, settling for a drag of his cigarette and letting the smoke drift from his lips silently. ]

...I'm not letting anything happen to us. [ he will just come out and say this. ] Not after everything that already happened. If whoever joins our team doesn't get it, then we'll make sure they do.
westedge: (I'm gonna prove them wrong)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-11 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know about that. I was talking to someone yesterday who told me she was turning down team offers because she didn't want to tie their fates to her. I don't think she's the only one who feels that way either.
westedge: (Don't hold back)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-11 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ alex your life... ]

Yeah. I think maybe she understood after I pointed it out, but...it's a little scary that people would just think that way without realizing what it means for other people. [ like fine, you do you, but try not to fuck over other people unintentionally in a situation like this. not this soon. ] It has to be exactly four or it's an even bigger problem. But if they already have our information and we're in their system or whatever, they probably won't let us get away with not playing in the first place.
westedge: (Guess I'm giving up again this time)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-11 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ silence again. ]

...yeah, probably. [ just flat out saying it! ] Why would they delay it if they could just take care of the problem?

[ he doesn't sound happy about it, or like he entirely believes it, but he's under no impression that they aren't under someone else's will right now. it's all the more reason he's focusing on playing. ]
westedge: (Then I'm done)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-11 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Do you want to live again, yes or no." [ this is so stupid. all of it. ]

...did you talk to anybody yesterday that might make a good match? Or even anybody interesting?
westedge: (Help me to decide)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-11 07:35 am (UTC)(link)
Of course you do. [ no surprise, and he kind of thinks it's funny. he's letting her count and nodding along with this. ]

Maybe...not Nahri. I'm sure she's fine, but let's reconsider that. [ he does not explain why. ] I talked to Wolfwood yesterday and he told me about Vash and Livio. I was going to try and find him again tomorrow, see if he figured out what to do. It's kind of a crappy situation for him though, you're right.

[ hmmm. ]

Rin told me he met you. I know he has someone he's familiar with from home, but sounds like they don't get along or something? I didn't really ask. He seemed okay though, yeah. Nahida's nice, but if Wolfwood's right then she's got a couple of people from her world to look after, too.