...I think, that's what it's been like here for me. [ the new things they've been learning. with jonas, with kazuki, with alex here. the other people they come across, being taught new things they probably would never learn back in their universe.] Little by little, I'm sorta changing it.
[ but. the small hope is so easy to extinguish. ] Once I go back though, my life too will go back to what it was. How it... always will be.
[ she opens her mouth to ask if it's really forever, if it really will always be that way. if there's no way out, even if it'll take an eternity to get to it.
[ they take a moment to think, but it doesn't take long. as if the thought of that question is something they've considered very recently. or at least recent enough. ]
...Yeah. Because, if I'd never gone through what I did.. if my.. life wasn't saved, I wouldn't be the kind of person that I am today. [ they wouldn't have been able to live their life out longer. ]
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[ but. the small hope is so easy to extinguish. ] Once I go back though, my life too will go back to what it was. How it... always will be.
[ an neverending set of time loops. ]
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but.
considering her own situation she has to pivot. ]
Is it worth it?
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...Yeah. Because, if I'd never gone through what I did.. if my.. life wasn't saved, I wouldn't be the kind of person that I am today. [ they wouldn't have been able to live their life out longer. ]
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Good, then. As long as it's worth it... Good.