[ that's a mood. because Setsu has just accepted this being the norm with the key. ]
The whole structure is still a loop. It always starts at the same point: escaping planet Liu-An from the Gnosia that have overrun the planet. It was a bit more static for Takashi in the beginning, I believe. But for the most part, it's almost always randomized.
Admittedly, it's taken me so long to try and understand why the world works that way. That it is what it is but. I couldn't confidently explain it any more than what I know of the details. [ maybe they themselves aren't real.... ]
[ because it would be so exhausting to remember. to do every loop knowing about the loops before and the loops to come. but the thing is, when you don't remember, that sucks too. ]
But—I don't know if I'll ever get to figure things out.
... I'll keep trying. Like, I mean, I guess I already know that I'll keep trying whether I decide that right now or not, but... Whatever. Renewed determination or whatever.
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Then how do you know, like... what's real? If settings can be changed each loop it's—is that even a loop? Isn't that just a different... reality?
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The whole structure is still a loop. It always starts at the same point: escaping planet Liu-An from the Gnosia that have overrun the planet. It was a bit more static for Takashi in the beginning, I believe. But for the most part, it's almost always randomized.
Admittedly, it's taken me so long to try and understand why the world works that way. That it is what it is but. I couldn't confidently explain it any more than what I know of the details. [ maybe they themselves aren't real.... ]
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They're both two complicated situations. [ a brief pause. ] And when I go back, I'll have nothing but time to figure it out.
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[ because it would be so exhausting to remember. to do every loop knowing about the loops before and the loops to come. but the thing is, when you don't remember, that sucks too. ]
But—I don't know if I'll ever get to figure things out.
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[ there really aren't any upsides to either of them. they frown, worried, and gently touch her arm. ]
With how much you give your all to everything... I think you're capable of it.
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... I'll keep trying. Like, I mean, I guess I already know that I'll keep trying whether I decide that right now or not, but... Whatever. Renewed determination or whatever.