[ if only it was just for a long time, but they know it's something they won't ever forget. not with someone that remembers every loop they've gone through. ]
We still have the next few days to prepare so. It'll have to wait until the following week.
[ which doesn't sit good in the moment but. they're too exhausted to do much else. ]
[ she frowns... memories can sometimes go a bit blurry at some parts and stay way too vivid at others, but—she believes setsu that they remember. that they will remember. ]
... Yeah. Yeah, for now you should just rest up. Don't worry about anything else.
[ that is a bit easier than done, but... for a moment, they consider if they had watched jonas, alex or kazuki come back from something like this. of course- what happened is still playing with their mind in thinking jonas really was there. but the anxiety of finding any of their team as badly as they were... ]
I'll try. There's.. something I want to show you and the rest of the team, but I'll wait until we can regroup.
[ which they thought would obviously be tonight but then cola abandoned us.... and missed the drama.... ]
I think... I'm a bit too wired up to relax. [ their nerves feel like they're on fire, and they can barely manage the tremble in their hands. ] It just keeps replaying in my head.
..I'm sorry I didn't recognize you or Kazuki right away. [ they do sound a bit bad about that. especially after kazuki's own reaction to that in front of god and everyone at the cyoa return help me. ] For some reason, my mind was... reverted back to when I was a child. All I could remember were the people I saw back in that other world.
[ baby mind ] Everything else was too much of a blur at the time.
I... guess so. [ sighs... ] Kazuki seemed to be really hurt by it, thinking back on it, is all. So I figured I would try to explain the situation a bit more.
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I don't know. We'll ask the Reapers about it as soon as we can.
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[ if only it was just for a long time, but they know it's something they won't ever forget. not with someone that remembers every loop they've gone through. ]
We still have the next few days to prepare so. It'll have to wait until the following week.
[ which doesn't sit good in the moment but. they're too exhausted to do much else. ]
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... Yeah. Yeah, for now you should just rest up. Don't worry about anything else.
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I'll try. There's.. something I want to show you and the rest of the team, but I'll wait until we can regroup.
[ which they thought would obviously be tonight but then cola abandoned us.... and missed the drama.... ]
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Yeah. Just—we'll worry about whatever it is later. For now the important thing is probably just that you focus on relaxing.
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I think... I'm a bit too wired up to relax. [ their nerves feel like they're on fire, and they can barely manage the tremble in their hands. ] It just keeps replaying in my head.
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[ they rub at their temple a little. ] ..Have you spoken with the others yet?
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[ teammates... ]
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..I'm sorry I didn't recognize you or Kazuki right away. [ they do sound a bit bad about that. especially after kazuki's own reaction to that in front of god and everyone at the cyoa return help me. ] For some reason, my mind was... reverted back to when I was a child. All I could remember were the people I saw back in that other world.
[ baby mind ] Everything else was too much of a blur at the time.
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