yeah it feels nonstop horrible things happening all the time like i dont even want to do anything with anyone anymore because it just makes me feel sadder when friday comes
yeah i do like so many people here you know? lambda and i talked about that once about how its hard in a place like this to like everybody sooner or later it wont work out
but when she said that i did still want to try maybe its possible its just sad
Lambda and I were just joking about me being her bodyguard. Which... sucks? But I'd rather have that memory than have avoided it. Even if it makes this part suck more.
she was funny like that she liked to act like she didnt like people or didnt want them to know her but she was pretty nice
she made me promise to give her $5 at rins trial but i spent all my money on avon so i tried to give her the avon and she was really mad but she still said shed show me how to do makeup since i bought it anyway
yes i was raised to be very polite and respectful of my elders so i appreciate the opportunity to learn from some different types of role model since the old lessons werent working so good anymore
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its just weird
everybody loses somebody every week
but i thought shenhe would still be here
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I liked her a lot. I know Jonas did, too.
She just showed me Liyue the other day. The cut-off is always so surreal.
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it feels nonstop
horrible things happening all the time
like i dont even want to do anything with anyone anymore because it just
makes me feel sadder when friday comes
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You'd be left with fewer memories to hold onto.
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And they would miss out on that time with you too.
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i do like so many people here you know?
lambda and i talked about that once
about how its hard in a place like this to like everybody
sooner or later it wont work out
but when she said that i did still want to try
maybe its possible its just sad
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Lambda and I were just joking about me being her bodyguard. Which... sucks? But I'd rather have that memory than have avoided it. Even if it makes this part suck more.
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she liked to act like she didnt like people or didnt want them to know her
but she was pretty nice
she made me promise to give her $5 at rins trial but i spent all my money on avon
so i tried to give her the avon
and she was really mad
but she still said shed show me how to do makeup since i bought it anyway
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Or wanted to be proved wrong about something. That's what she made it sound like.
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but i respected her a lot
she always gave me pretty good advice
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i was raised to be very polite and respectful of my elders
so i appreciate the opportunity to learn from some different types of role model
since the old lessons werent working so good anymore
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and even the ones who do arent always right
but they always think they are
lambda was righter than a lot of them i think
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Adults are always like that. They just do whatever they want.