[oh, yes. these are some on edge vibes. not scared, just tense.]
A little. He seemed like someone who would be intimidating to talk to, but he wasn't. He let me tease him a little and showed me how to use a sticker on my phone.
[ a little while after - long enough to shower and change after canal-swimming - alex is at the park. sitting on a swing and just idly rocking back and forth. a classic teen sulking spot.
the emotions are Bad but she's trying to keep a lid on them for ylfa's sake. though she isn't very good at it. ]
[the vibes are bad. she's mostly in her warehouse, but she's sitting outside it for a little while, so alex can find her or come upon her. emotionally, she feels a little in shock, but there's also a great amount of grief and guilt, too.]
[ alex is just pacing back and forth outside the warehouses, honestly. sometimes you just need to get the anxious energy out somehow. but she'll meander over to ylfa.
[im just going to make this easier, ylfa is standing in the middle of the city! she has her hood pulled very closely around her head and over her ears and hands, like she's hiding a little bit, but she's still looking around curiously.]
[ when she had told ylfa she's still a good person, she hadn't really been thinking about herself; she had been thinking about jonas. but this memory resonates with her more personally.
someone dies, and no one listens to you. you lose sight of who you are. everything gets scarier. you get angrier. no one helps you. someone dies and you're as good as dead and no one seems to care. you want something so simple but your own family won't give it you. the betrayal digs in and makes it impossible to look at these people the same way again. ]
Oh, God. [ softly, because, ow? poor ylfa? ] ... Are you... okay?
well anyway she's going to follow her promise and stay around alex. if her tbd members are around maybe ylfa will go for a little while but she's going to try not to leave her alone.]
anyway alex probably takes a break to get medkit'd and changed into clean clothes, but then she can have some hangouts outside the warehouse. and now she is... a bit spacy, like she's listening to someone talk even when things are quiet. ]
weekend 0: saturday
Soooo. Figured out a team yet? Like, there's still time, obviously, but.
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week 0: friday
... Did you talk to him at all? Before... [ before he got erased. ]
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A little. He seemed like someone who would be intimidating to talk to, but he wasn't. He let me tease him a little and showed me how to use a sticker on my phone.
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week 0; saturday
How are you doing?
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How you'd expect, I guess. [ like that could have gone worse, somehow, but barely? ] You?
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week 1; monday
Hi, Alex. Do you know where those bones are supposed to be.
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[ help. ]
Who's blood is that?
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week 1: friday
You okay?
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hi alex
im not so good at this part
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week 1: saturday
That... felt like a lot of guessing in circles. But somehow got us there, I guess.
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What happened...
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week 2; friday
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the emotions are Bad but she's trying to keep a lid on them for ylfa's sake. though she isn't very good at it. ]
Hey, Ylfa.
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week 2; saturday
I thought being on an all drift aura team might be bad but actually it might be good...
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It... definitely keeps us under the radar. But it also means we can't do as much to help when theories need to be tested.
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week 2; sunday
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and wordlessly offer a hug? ]
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week 3; monday
It's huge...
[she looks like she can't decide where to go.]
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I know, right? There's some kinda creepy stuff, but likeβmore fun stuff. Ever been anywhere like this before?
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week 3: friday
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it makes me feel selfish but
i really miss her
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week 3: saturday
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this is the worst
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week 4; monday
have a memory. when it's over she's still floating awkwardly in a bubble. but it pops and she lands.]
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someone dies, and no one listens to you. you lose sight of who you are. everything gets scarier. you get angrier. no one helps you. someone dies and you're as good as dead and no one seems to care. you want something so simple but your own family won't give it you. the betrayal digs in and makes it impossible to look at these people the same way again. ]
Oh, God. [ softly, because, ow? poor ylfa? ] ... Are you... okay?
[ after having to relive that. ]
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week 4: thursday
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it was kind of weird!
it was like school or something
we baked cookies and stuff
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week 4; friday
Hey! Find any bodies this week?
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week 5; saturday
she's sitting outside the warehouse door, axe across her lap.]
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Everyone should have voted for a different team. Weβwe tried. [ wasn't enough though. ]
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week 5: monday
Not that I'm totally against creepy tunnels, but this is definitely a let-down after Cloudtopia.
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When will we finally get Australia...?
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week 5; thursday
well anyway she's going to follow her promise and stay around alex. if her tbd members are around maybe ylfa will go for a little while but she's going to try not to leave her alone.]
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except this time she's like. sitting, doubled over, with her head in her hands. ]
Shut up, shut up.
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[oh, she's going to hurry over to her.]
Alex, I'm so sorry.
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week 5; saturday
Alex! I'm so sorry we didn't solve it...!
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It's not your fault.
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week 6; monday
C'mere! I brought you food!
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Any luck?
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week 6: sunday
How're you holding up?
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[she gives her a small smile.]
I think it's almost over now. So - if that's true, better.
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week 7; monday
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week 7: saturday
Thanks for everything, Ylfa. It was... a lot.
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Oh. Well, you don't really have to say thanks for anything. But it was a lot.
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