homophonic: ylfa

[camena]

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[honkinbigteeth]

well
i dont know
i guess i understood what was happening better maybe
because ive seen people dealing with similar things
but the thing is being from a story and being not real arent the same
i know you dont mean it like that but
our world and the people in it are real
they have feelings and things they want and they care about other people
this wasnt like that

[camena]

No yeah that makes sense.

I guess I mean more like... idk being treated like something not real? If that makes sense? Or being kind of stuck in a narrative... Or something??

Kazuki said character files were being deleted.

[honkinbigteeth]

[wow she goes quiet for a very long time.]

yeah
i did that

[camena]

Why?

[honkinbigteeth]

its awful but
rin was ignoring me and it was really making me mad
and i was more and more convinced that like
amelia wasnt even real
like remember when rin showed up at trial
it felt like that like there was no way she was a real person
the stuff she was saying sounded so dumb and pointless
and even when i was getting really upset she was acting the same
i didnt think anybody there was other than rin but he kept talking to them anyway
so i wanted them to go away so hed listen to me

[camena]

We know these places mess with people's heads. And everyone made it out okay so. I don't know. I wouldn't dwell on it TOO much you know?

It was like "deleting" them but not actually deleting them.

Did it at least work or what? Did it make him listen to you?

[honkinbigteeth]

no.
he just wound up getting hurt too
dont tell haru ok

[camena]

It wouldn't change how Haru looks at you, you know.

But I won't tell him.