homophonic: ylfa

[camena]

Comments

[honkinbigteeth]

[it's probably a couple hours before she answers this honestly.]

hi alex
im not so good at this part

[camena]

[ fair and valid ]

That's okay. Me either.

[honkinbigteeth]

rin didnt deserve this

[camena]

No. He was sweet. Ordinary, you know. Like me.

And just... nice.

[honkinbigteeth]

hes the nicest person here he never hrut anybody he just wanted them rto go to college

[camena]

Yeah.

Whoever picked him didn't want a challenge.

[honkinbigteeth]

[it doesn't feel right, somehow, to agree with that.]

he was strong too just nice

[camena]

Yeah. Yeah, sorry. You're right.

[honkinbigteeth]

i know what you meant
there are people who are really dangerous
but no one would think rin was dangerous

[camena]

It's cruel.

And he was here with someone from home.

[honkinbigteeth]

haru is sad
im not
cant help
be nice to him ok

[camena]

Of course.

Don't feel bad about not being able to help. It's kind of impossible to do.

[honkinbigteeth]

i wish i could be two people at once
then maybe i could help

[camena]

How's that?

[honkinbigteeth]

one person to be sad with haru and one person to be angry

[camena]

Yeah. It's hard to balance both.

I'd rather be sad than angry.

But I'd rather feel everything than lose track of any.

[honkinbigteeth]

feeling everything isn't always the best either.
i think id pick angry over sad but i dont want to be angry at someone who doesn't deserve it.

[camena]

Everyone here is so desperate and we all want the same thing so

it's hard to feel like anyone deserves it.

[honkinbigteeth]

maybe youre right but

only two people have died so i think its fair to say most people dont want to kill each other to get ahead

even if they will theyre holding off because they dont want to

but someone not only didnt wait but they hurt a person who is very gentle and never wanted to hurt anybody