anyway she relaxes a lot when she sees that it's alex.]
I know. [she knows. alex tried to act like it made sense for it to have been fro yo. alex is the biggest bro on the planet.] Thank you, but it's - it's not like it deserved to be another team or something.
[she weirdly understands exactly what she means by that.]
Yeah. It's hard, because it's supposed to be our team, but at the same time...
[hmm.]
Look, this is a dumb thing to say, because I don't know anything and I still don't think I was totally wrong to be suspicious of Wolfwood, but like... just so you know, if you guys did do the other one, we wouldn't be mad at you.
[she nods. and she accepts that. or at least doesn't ask more about it.]
That makes sense. But like, you know you would if you needed to, so you get it. I didn't want to accuse Wolfwood because I don't know if he did or not, but it feels bad when we're all dealing with the same things.
[it was just hard to sit and listen to a group of people talk about her like she wasn't there and say she got yakumo killed on purpose.]
Everyone has feelings, and I would be angry if someone hurt Haru or Gerard, even if at this point it would be obvious why. So I don't want to be angry at anybody if they think I hurt someone they care about.
...But they really shouldn't say bad things about Gerard. That's the one thing I just can't deal with right now.
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anyway she relaxes a lot when she sees that it's alex.]
I know. [she knows. alex tried to act like it made sense for it to have been fro yo. alex is the biggest bro on the planet.] Thank you, but it's - it's not like it deserved to be another team or something.
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[ deserve to be someone else. that's meaner than she usually likes to be, but she's in a fucking mood, so whatever. ]
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Thanks. I can't stand for everyone to think such bad things about them.
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Just—I wanted it to be someone else.
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[man. she threw wolfwood's name out there and she's not even sure she was wrong. but it felt too bad.]
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... I'm not good at liking people. So. I wanted it to be someone else.
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Yeah. It's hard, because it's supposed to be our team, but at the same time...
[hmm.]
Look, this is a dumb thing to say, because I don't know anything and I still don't think I was totally wrong to be suspicious of Wolfwood, but like... just so you know, if you guys did do the other one, we wouldn't be mad at you.
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That makes sense. But like, you know you would if you needed to, so you get it. I didn't want to accuse Wolfwood because I don't know if he did or not, but it feels bad when we're all dealing with the same things.
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I know that in my head.
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Everyone has feelings, and I would be angry if someone hurt Haru or Gerard, even if at this point it would be obvious why. So I don't want to be angry at anybody if they think I hurt someone they care about.
...But they really shouldn't say bad things about Gerard. That's the one thing I just can't deal with right now.
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