Especially after he—like, he helped us. When he didn't need to. He shared information. It feels calculated and I... hate that. [ she does sort of trail off because she realizes she maybe should not just think out loud to a sad kid. ]
Sorry, I'm—really not good at this. [ dealing with people dying and talking to people in the aftermath. she feels like she should be better at it. somehow. ]
[ it's more like trying not to make things worse rather than trying to make things better. but she doesn't feel like she's managing that very well. and actually she gives up at explaining. ]
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Alex. It's so unfair, isn't it?
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Especially after he—like, he helped us. When he didn't need to. He shared information. It feels calculated and I... hate that. [ she does sort of trail off because she realizes she maybe should not just think out loud to a sad kid. ]
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[she responds immediately, looking up at alex.]
He helped us. He made sure we found the right person last week.
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And this is the payback for it. [ if his team loses one more person... ]
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Sorry, I'm—really not good at this. [ dealing with people dying and talking to people in the aftermath. she feels like she should be better at it. somehow. ]
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[she didn't really realize alex was trying to make her feel better.]
I like talking to you.
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[ it's more like trying not to make things worse rather than trying to make things better. but she doesn't feel like she's managing that very well. and actually she gives up at explaining. ]
... Thanks, Ylfa. Me too.