...It's not that important right now, I just didn't want you acting like we only like them.
[this is really hard. and, well, it's the first time they've lost someone. and part of her wants to resent that, but she can't. she cares about all of them.]
[ she trails off, distracted again for a second, listening to something and frowning at it. she might usually be a little (a little) more self-aware about acting this way to someone who already lost two teammates, one of them even from home. but 'might usually' doesn't count for much because today she's to self-centered to think about it. ]
[she’s mostly struck by how brave setsu is, how much everyone relies on them, and yet how that can be worse, how someone might have also thought setsu was brave enough to be the one from tbd to lose their life but also not think about who was left behind.]
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... I promise I'd usually be happier about that. Like, ice-cream party happy.
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[this is really hard. and, well, it's the first time they've lost someone. and part of her wants to resent that, but she can't. she cares about all of them.]
I'm sorry.
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[ she trails off, distracted again for a second, listening to something and frowning at it. she might usually be a little (a little) more self-aware about acting this way to someone who already lost two teammates, one of them even from home. but 'might usually' doesn't count for much because today she's to self-centered to think about it. ]
Thanks. We'll—figure it out tomorrow.
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[she's not upset, she's sad for them.]
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Someone else did.
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[she’s mostly struck by how brave setsu is, how much everyone relies on them, and yet how that can be worse, how someone might have also thought setsu was brave enough to be the one from tbd to lose their life but also not think about who was left behind.]