[ but yes steadying themselves, they'll take hold of their skateboard again. if i roll again and its bad i will yell. jk i rolled a 19, Setsu is already catching on fast already then. sweet. ]
Yeah. Like a skateboard brand or a clothing line would pay you to do sweet tricks with their name all over you. Pay for you to go to events. Pretty good deal. One of the seniors last year got sponsored.
I think something like that is better suited for someone else, hehe. Whenever I think about possibly going back to a normal life.. I just assume I'll go back to the military.
[ still, the idea of considering do anything different.. it's new to them. and a bit fun. ]
Whatever the military needs of me, or needs me stationed at. Could be anything from keeping guard, enforcing peace, stopping resistances... things like that.
[ i too wish to know what space military is like. ] I'm a Lietuenant of the Federal Army 928th Division Class B Defense Force. So, I mostly work in defense measures.
...After everything, and here, I.. think it would be nice to do something different in the world though. I'm not sure what but. It's a nice thought to even consider. [ that they can even think along those lines- it's surprising to themselves. ]
I don't know... the military has been part of my life up until the events that happen with the time loops. It's basically all I know.
[ but... they go quiet, seeming to think it over. as they slowly roll along.. ] The idea of.. quitting and doing something else. Something different. It doesn't sound entirely bad. So... maybe?
...I think, that's what it's been like here for me. [ the new things they've been learning. with jonas, with kazuki, with alex here. the other people they come across, being taught new things they probably would never learn back in their universe.] Little by little, I'm sorta changing it.
[ but. the small hope is so easy to extinguish. ] Once I go back though, my life too will go back to what it was. How it... always will be.
[ she opens her mouth to ask if it's really forever, if it really will always be that way. if there's no way out, even if it'll take an eternity to get to it.
[ they take a moment to think, but it doesn't take long. as if the thought of that question is something they've considered very recently. or at least recent enough. ]
...Yeah. Because, if I'd never gone through what I did.. if my.. life wasn't saved, I wouldn't be the kind of person that I am today. [ they wouldn't have been able to live their life out longer. ]
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... We'll see how many we can save you from, though.
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Haah... Hopefully it won't be that many. I'd hate to take you down with me. [ worst case scenario is them BOTH falling. ]
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[ she is a twig. ... but she did catch setsu so? who knows. anyway she gently pushes them back upright. ]
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[ but yes steadying themselves, they'll take hold of their skateboard again. if i roll again and its bad i will yell. jk i rolled a 19, Setsu is already catching on fast already then. sweet. ]
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[ no? she doesn't? anyway, she is so proud of them!! she will hop on her own skateboard to just kind of roll along beside them. whee. ]
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[ they smile a little wider when she joins them. they'll just roll along for now though, no sick tricks or attempts just yet. ]
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[ and other times she can space out sitting still for hours at a time. it's like a fun guessing game with what her brain is gonna do today!!!
she does an ollie. it's not terribly impressive, but she does it easily. ]
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[ setsu can get pretty restless themselves, which is why they throw themselves into working and info gathering.
they watch Alex do an ollie and attempts to do the same! i would roll a 20 for this. they mimic it perfectly. yippee. ]
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[ HELP ]
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It was... just a lucky first try, I'm sure!
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[ ok ]
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Well, you know I already have traveled the universe. [ don't just go along with it!! ]
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[ hmm she considers that for a bit. ]
So you're used to the travel.
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[ still, the idea of considering do anything different.. it's new to them. and a bit fun. ]
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[ i too wish to know what space military is like. ] I'm a Lietuenant of the Federal Army 928th Division Class B Defense Force. So, I mostly work in defense measures.
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...After everything, and here, I.. think it would be nice to do something different in the world though. I'm not sure what but. It's a nice thought to even consider. [ that they can even think along those lines- it's surprising to themselves. ]
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[ but... they go quiet, seeming to think it over. as they slowly roll along.. ] The idea of.. quitting and doing something else. Something different. It doesn't sound entirely bad. So... maybe?
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[ but. the small hope is so easy to extinguish. ] Once I go back though, my life too will go back to what it was. How it... always will be.
[ an neverending set of time loops. ]
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but.
considering her own situation she has to pivot. ]
Is it worth it?
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...Yeah. Because, if I'd never gone through what I did.. if my.. life wasn't saved, I wouldn't be the kind of person that I am today. [ they wouldn't have been able to live their life out longer. ]
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Good, then. As long as it's worth it... Good.