[ well that sure was. a q&a. alex has her hands shoved in her jacket pockets and is just kind of shuffling around in place, here. do not ask where here is. ]
This world itself is strange. So it begs the question of just who they are and where they’ve come from — but it almost sounds embarrassing to pry that information out of a teenager.
And even if it comes later in life, so long as you find something that you’ll enjoy doing is best. Though money is a good motivator, too —
[ He laughs a bit sheepishly. ]
Oh! Maybe you could become the artist. Since you seemed like you had fun spray painting. Isn’t that becoming a bit popular these days? I’ve seen a few people overseas request murals from artists.
I hate it just as much as you do. I hate that -- [ There's a brief pause. ] ... It's a bit selfish of me to mention it, but I truly am tired of having to witness people die.
I've seen too much of it... to the point I can't even say that I'm living through that loss anymore.
weekend 0: sunday
Sooo. Any thoughts on all of... that?
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Oh. I'm a bit angry, but also relieved.
[ !!! yeah ]
They're obviously keeping information from us. Valuable information.
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What'd you ask that they couldn't tell you?
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From what I follow they're meant to be like judges for us, but she also described them as referees. Whichever you think works best for them.
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Like they're just stuck following its script.
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This world itself is strange. So it begs the question of just who they are and where they’ve come from — but it almost sounds embarrassing to pry that information out of a teenager.
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You guys can talk about what's trending? Maybe find out what's hot around the city we're in?
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Pfft, what?
The only things trending are McDonald's and IKEA.
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[ HE COULD JUST ASK THEM THIS ]
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[ different worlds and all that. ]
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Either way, I do think it would be a good idea to talk to potentially get to know them.
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Anyway, I only bring it up because I think it would best to treat them as friends. But they're just... part of the student council, I guess.
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[ not that she'd know what? being an adult is like, though?? ]
But yeah. I'll try to get to know them, anyway.
week 1: monday
Know anything about art?
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[ He seems a bit embarrassed. ]
I wasn't really going to school aiming for arts.
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What were you studying, then?
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Business. It was mainly because it's easy to find a job.
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Makes sense. Go for something practical. Art and language degrees tend to be pretty useless. Orrr so I hear. [ she is 17 what does she know. ]
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Is there anything you’d want to study in the future?
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Mm, I'm not really sure yet. But I figure I can take a lot of different classes and see what sticks or something?
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And even if it comes later in life, so long as you find something that you’ll enjoy doing is best. Though money is a good motivator, too —
[ He laughs a bit sheepishly. ]
Oh! Maybe you could become the artist. Since you seemed like you had fun spray painting. Isn’t that becoming a bit popular these days? I’ve seen a few people overseas request murals from artists.
You could paint stars everywhere you go.
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And anyone can have fun if you hand them spray-paint! But I'm not really that artistic.
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[ He chuckles lightly. ]
Sorry, I'm just teasing you a bit. For the shirt.
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[ but ] Oh, uh... Yeah, my bad... [ SHE JUST THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUNNY :sob: ]
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It was sponsored anyway. I wasn't going to end up keeping it after the show aired.
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Typically they'd just give us a "mission" and then we'd show our talents solo. After that the fans would vote their favorites.
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week 2: sunday
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Miss Alex. [ His voice is gentle, yet tired -- maybe a bit cracked. Like he's only finished sobbing moments prior. ] Breathe a little...
[ he is not a man of great comfort i'm sorry ]
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... I'm fine. I mean, like, not fine, because everything is terrible. But. Fine.
Thanks.
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[ A lot. But that’s an understatement. ]
Too much loss all at once.
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What are we even supposed to do to make sure that kind of thing doesn't happen?
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Because from our perspective it's just something that's inevitable.
[ like rule one of fight club except the rule is that all your friends WILL die ]
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... God, I hate that. I hate... Inevitable. I'm tired of it.
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I hate it just as much as you do. I hate that -- [ There's a brief pause. ] ... It's a bit selfish of me to mention it, but I truly am tired of having to witness people die.
I've seen too much of it... to the point I can't even say that I'm living through that loss anymore.
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[ ugh. ]
Well, it's not a good thing to be used to it.
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[ Just looping around in circles over the fact that… yeah… they’re just going to have to get used to their friends dying. ]
Though I hope that there’s something we can do, that we can change, so you and others don’t have to suffer with this pain anymore.
As I said: it’s tiring.
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We are learning more each week.