homophonic: jonas

[camena]

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weekend 0, sunday

[westedge]

[ this time he has two mcdonald's coffees and also a shitton of creamer and sugar in his pockets when he approaches alex after the q&a. ]

I don't know how you take yours, and if you don't want it then...more for me, I guess. [ hi. they have a lot to talk about. ]

[camena]

No, gimme.

[ she will take one of those, even if she looks a little (pleasantly) surprised by it. ]

Thanks.

[westedge]

[ snort. okay, enjoy your coffee. this time he's even having his without a cigarette, so we're making progress. he will just keep his pocketful of cream and sugar. ]

Sure. [ sipppp. ] I don't know about you, but I was starting to get a headache from listening to those guys.

[ it was a lot of information. ]

[camena]

Well... Who'd you talk to?

[ she thought it was nice. all things considered. like, better than ghosts spewing a bunch of unintelligible crazy, at least. ]

[westedge]

The two girls. The guy kind of looked way too overwhelmed, so I'll probably try to get a meeting with him later and see if I can ask him some other questions.

...it's not like they said anything new. Or anything we didn't expect. It's just the confirmation of stuff and the additional other stuff that's a lot to think about.

[camena]

Yeah, I was worried about scaring him off.

[ although she sounds kind of like she's trying not to laugh when she says that. mean. ]

I don't know, I feel like I got... some good info.

[westedge]

[ and she told him to be nice. ]

Are we swapping? This...this feels like a good time to be swapping. [ but he also gestures for her to follow. he's going back to ikea because if they're doing this he wants to go sit down in one of the showroom displays lost amongst the aisles of bullshit. ]

[camena]

[ listen, ]

Yeah, unless you wanted to like—keep information to yourself? Which seems like a bad strategy.

[ oh good it's walking time! that's not sarcasm. she doesn't even question where they're going. ]

[westedge]

Hey, you never know. It could be a part of my super secret strategy. [ a bad strategy, but they both know he won't. they're so used to walking and talking he thinks nothing of it anyway. ]

What'd you find out from Red?

[camena]

[ she laughs a little at the joke, but it tapers off. ]

... That we aren't ghosts, necessarily. [ which is a relief, in a weirdly specific way. for reasons. ] And that anyone who gets... erased... just goes to whatever normal afterlife exists where they're from. Whatever that is. [ a relief for a totally different reason. ]

[ anyway ]

Oh, and if we do manage to tie in points, she doesn't actually know what happens. There might just be a tie-breaker.

[westedge]

[ there's a little dissipation of tension when she confirms they aren't ghosts, even if he was unaware he was tense at all. ]

So if people get erased here, they just get sent out without another thought. [ well. if they're dead it probably makes sense. ]

Does that mean there's never been a tie or anything like that before?

[camena]

[ congratulations we won't be slowly losing our humanity and memories over time!! ]

I didn't think to ask.

But I overheard that the games can be different, so... Maybe it doesn't really matter what's happened before.

[westedge]

They'd probably say it doesn't. [ things that don't matter: the past, apparently. ]

The girl I talked to tried to say it was only three of them, but I'm thinking there's double that amount. Three we haven't met yet and then the three from today. We'll be able to go more places with time, but if we lose our team that's it. We can't merge to create new teams with people left over or anything.

A lot of what I heard sounded like "wait and see."

[camena]

... So if your team loses anyone, doing tasks for points will get even harder.

[ bad ]

[westedge]

Red said that points are gathered up by individual effort. So...yeah. If you lose anyone, you have to work more to make up for the loss.

[camena]

Then we just can't lose anyone.

[ she can't quite get herself to sound optimistic about it, but. ]

[westedge]

We're not. [ bluntly. this isn't about optimism anymore, this is about being focused. ] We need to start thinking more about who we're bringing into this.

[camena]

God, it sounded like a ton of time to get to know someone, but it's really not.

[ she got to know jonas in one night, so with that as a metric, she figured picking teammates would be easier??? ]

... At least after all that we have a few people I know we don't want.

[westedge]

It's really not. [ he's not going to point out that what happened with them was really, really unusual. alex is better with people than he is, but he's not going to be the downer right this moment when they need to figure things out. ]

The guy outright asking about erasing people? Yeah, pass. I'll pass on the guy who asked about what we were trying to get home for, too.

[camena]

Yyyyeah. Pass on that guy. And the librarian is cool, but I have no idea what he's talking about half the time.

It might be better to team up with people with, uh. Experiences closer to ours. [ normies. ]

[westedge]

The librarian isn't motivated at all, so even if I understood what he was talking about I'd pass.

[ ... ]

But about that. Have you talked to Setsu much?

[camena]

Fair point.

Not a lot, yet. They seem alright from what I've seen, though. Why, you like them?

[westedge]

Besides that. [ so yes, but that's not the point. ] They, uh. Might have more in common with us than you think.

[camena]

[ she just assumes the wrong part. ]

What, like ghosts? Oh, Valerie deals with them a lot too. Apparently.

[westedge]

[ hold on. ]

That...explains a lot about Valerie. [ hm. he does not elaborate. ] But no, not that. I mean the looping thing?

[ it's questioning, like "are we talking about this at all, or are we pretending it's not real, too?" ]